Found this site by accident. I may check it out now and then. I'm in mid 60s, never married, no family, no longer have access to Mass or Sacraments, with loss of Mass went loss of friends. Working long hours to survive paycheck to paycheck, in survival mode in every way including spiritual. Only goal is to die in state of grace, if God allows, sooner rather than later to lessen chance of falling into mortal sin. I'm Catholic but live more like a Protestant in that practically, it's just me and Our Lord. Would appreciate prayers for improved health as loss of ability to work will mean loss of place to live. But God's Will be done. He may desire I die homeless, if so, then pray for holy death.